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Have fun, stay single.

He prayeth best, who loveth best

No one is capable of understanding that I am incapable of being in a relationship. I don't know why that's so hard to get but apparently it is. I absolutely love the idea of dating and marriage and all that, but when it comes down to it, I am so unprepared for any type of commitment that's it actually laughable. Like, I tell people that going into a relationship and it's always, "no, I've got it. It won't be like that this time." But it always is. Always.

As the common denominator, I think I know the situation best. Sadly.

I so so so so so so so can tell when you lie!

I'm not retarded, thanks. I can't stand anything more than someone who lies to me, actually. The thing is, people take advantage of it because I won't call them out on it, but I know they're doing it. Ugh, and then try to act like nothing is going on by being SUPER nice. Fuck that noise. I ain't stoopid.

Am I fixable by some real attention and talk of sex? One could assume so. How pathetic...

A month yesterday

Til graduation.
So sick of Barack's bullshit. Way to copy Rosario Murillo's speech. Idiot.
Little more than a month til Europe. Thank god.
Even Bush didn't have this many protesters in his first 100 days.

I am writing only in Haiku?

I now write only
In the old form of Haiku.
This is so Fight Club.

Ugh

Being sick blows, and I made funny faces the entire time during prom. I've been making a LOT of play lists lately. I can't figure why it's 'fun' for me, but it's definitely therapeutic.

I really love the song "Sometime Around Midnight" by The Airborne Toxic Event. Thank goodness 102.9 changed it's format to Alt., because otherwise I would have never heard it. But it's a reallllly great song. :)

I've got a pretty bad Icee habit going now. The gas station people look at me like I'm crazy. Ha.

This time change "spring forward" crap has cut my day down. Granted, I was going to wake up late anyways, but still...